Aug 16, 2025

I don’t recognize myself anymore

Who am I, where did I go

How is it you still love me so

All my worth has been wrapped up in my image

It’s a lie I believed since I was young

Somehow you tore down my walls 

With you I’m finally where I belong

In your eyes I see who I’ve been all along

Felt unworthy for so long

Never been so glad to be wrong

Your love changed my life

Your truth shattered all the lies

You helped me understand

Now I love who I am 

In your eyes

Now I see, there’s more to me than size

I am brave, I can look in the mirror

And recognize all the beauty inside

I may not look the way I did before

But In your eyes I see who I’ve been all along

Felt unworthy for so long

Never been so glad to be wrong

Your love changed my life

Your truth shattered all the lies

You helped me understand

Now I love who I am 

In your eyes

You see all these scars, 

They’re love letters etched in skin

From my body as it grows, 

It doesn’t change who I am within

In your eyes I see who I’ve been all along

Felt unworthy for so long

Never been so glad to be wrong

Your love changed my life

Your truth shattered all the lies

You helped me understand

Now I love who I am 

In your eyes

In your eyes I see who I’ve been all along

Felt unworthy for so long

Never been so glad to be wrong

Your love changed my life

Your truth shattered all the lies

You helped me understand

Now I love who I am 

In your eyes

Aug 16, 2025

Silence fills the sky

As moonlight filters in

Through the trees and canopies

The night will soon begin

Here you’ll find beyond the veil,

Where spirits softly tread

There are echoes of the living, 

Mixed with voices of the dead

Memories 

Are filling my mind

Thoughts of you

The one I’d left behind

Why do you linger still

The love we shared 

Was never real

Don’t you remember

The past should stay dead and gone

Don’t you look for me

The love we share went so wrong

We weren’t meant to be

Memories 

Are filling my mind

Thoughts of you

The one I’d left behind

Why do you linger still

The love we shared 

Was never real

Don’t you remember

You made me trust you, 

And then made me love you

I hope that you’re satisfied, 

Stop digging up the pain I buried inside

Memories 

Are filling my mind

Thoughts of you

The one I’d left behind

Why do you linger still

The love we shared 

Was never real

Memories 

Are filling my mind

Thoughts of you

The one I’d left behind

Why do you linger still

The love we shared 

Was never real

Don’t you remember

Aug 16, 2025

I'd been dreaming of the day

I could do the things I wanna do

Now I’m longing for a way

Just to make it back through

Didn’t see this coming

Thought some things would stay the same

Now I find I’m running

From the thoughts that cause me pain

I feel lost and broken

Doubt’s swirling in my mind

Are the things I want

Even the things I need

Where did I go wrong

What do I even believe 

Where do I go from here? 

Where do I go from here?

The people in my life and I 

Going in different directions

What do I do with my time

I could use a distraction

Thought I knew what I wanted

Now I’m confronted

Reality comin’ in hot

This life I chose 

Maybe it isn’t the life that I thought

Pain building on pain

Ain’t gon’a be the same

None of this goin’ to plan

I know that I’m broken

Old wounds is open

But I keep on movin’

Ain’t had time to heal

Take another hit, 

take another swig, 

All to avoid how I feel

This bottle won’t give me the answers

But in it I’m searching for chances

Pain got me grasping 

Needin’ help and I’m asking

Still don’t know what to do

Hopin’ I cou’ get through

And maybe I’m prayin’

To someone or something

God maybe I’m prayin’ to you

I feel lost and broken

Doubt’s swirling in my mind

Are the things I want

Even the things I need

Where did I go wrong

What do I even believe 

Where do I go from here? 

Where do I go from here?

Is there anyone who understands

I don’t wanna do this alone

Is there anywhere I can turn

Some place I can call home?

I feel lost and broken

Doubt’s swirling in my mind

Are the things I want

Even the things I need

Where did I go wrong

What do I even believe 

Where do I go?

I feel lost and broken

Doubt’s swirling in my mind

Are the things I want

Even the things I need

Where did I go wrong

What do I even believe 

Where do I go from here? 

Where do I go from here?

Aug 16, 2025

Buried in the shadows of the past

I hope you know the pain won’t last
You’ll claw your way out of the dark

Despite those who left their mark

You’ve been beat down and bruised

More than just physical wounds

You’ve been broken, but you never gave up

You may be crawling now, one day you’ll run

Nothing can keep you down

Just listen to the sound

Of your heart beating

And though you can’t see it

I promise this moment is fleeting

Compared to the legacy you’re leaving

I’m proud of who you’ve become

One day soon, your silver lining will come

You’re walking through the valley of death

But you don’t fear for what’s next

Though you’re struggling against the waves

Can’t you see you’re resilient and brave

Nothing can keep you down

Just listen to the sound

Of your heart beating

And though you can’t see it

I promise this moment is fleeting

Compared to the legacy you’re leaving

I’m proud of who you’ve become

One day soon, your silver lining will come

Your faith has been shaken
And your heart has been breaking

This darkness will end

Can’t you see it my friend

Nothing can keep you down

Just listen to the sound

Of your heart beating

And though you can’t see it

I promise this moment is fleeting

Compared to the legacy you’re leaving

I’m proud of who you’ve become

One day soon, your silver lining will come

Nothing can keep you down

Just listen to the sound

Of your heart beating

And though you can’t see it

I promise this moment is fleeting

Compared to the legacy you’re leaving

I’m proud of who you’ve become

One day soon, your silver lining will come

Aug 16, 2025

Time flows just like a river

Taking root from the tiniest sliver

Leaving canyons in its wake

Its devastation that it makes

But time has another face

One that heals but wont erase

One that eventually soothes

Even the deepest wounds

This life is what you make it

It’s what you choose to believe

The world isn’t exactly what you see

It's all perspective

Your life is reflected

Its the mirror of your mind

What will you choose this time?

Will you make music from the sound

Or let your silence bring you down

Is it positive or negative

Can’t you see that it’s all relative

Turn your silence into sound

And turn your life around

This life is what you make it

It’s what you choose to believe

The world isn’t exactly what you see

It's all perspective

Your life is reflected

Its the mirror of your mind

What will you choose this time?

Will you make music from the sound

Or let your silence bring you down

The choice is yours

What will you do?

Will you see the world 

From a different point of view

This life is what you make it

It’s what you choose to believe

The world isn’t exactly what you see

It's all perspective

Your life is reflected

Its the mirror of your mind

What will you choose this time?

Will you make music from the sound

Or let your silence bring you down

This life is what you make it

It’s what you choose to believe

The world isn’t exactly what you see

It's all perspective

Your life is reflected

Its the mirror of your mind

What will you choose this time?

Will you make music from the sound

Or let your silence bring you down

Aug 16, 2025

I know I need to move

I know there’s things to do

I know where I always fall through

If something feels too great

Then I procrastinate

So I’m not gonna wait

I’ll just count to three

Then I’ll stand to my feet

Baby I can see

The rest is up to me

Everything will fall into place

When I look at your clock face

I know I’ll do my best

If I take baby steps

It's not too hard to do the rest

I’ll just count to three

Then I’ll stand to my feet

Baby I can see

The rest is up to me

Everything will fall into place

When I look at your clock face

Before I know it I’m up and moving

I find a flow and now I’m groovin’

And all I had to do was

I’ll just count to three

Then I’ll stand to my feet

Baby I can see

The rest is up to me

Everything will fall into place

When I look at your clock face

I’ll just count to three

Then I’ll stand to my feet

Baby I can see

The rest is up to me

Everything will fall into place

When I look at your clock face

Aug 16, 2025

The text came in on a day like any other

She said “I just got dressed 

And did my hair too.”

I said “It won’t be long, 

I’ll be home soon!”

Those were the last words we’d say to each other

I got the call late that night

I’ll never see your smile or your light

I dropped to my knees and I cried

How could you leave me behind

And I can’t breathe

You were the air inside my lungs, 

I can’t move

You were the will to carry on

Every day of my life, 

You were my reason to fight

So what do I do?

How can I move

Without you. 

I can’t tell if the days are getting better

I try to move on, the best I can do

Some days I wish I couldn’t remember

How do I live a life without you? 

And I can’t breathe

You were the air inside my lungs, 

I can’t move

You were the will to carry on

Every day of my life, 

You were my reason to fight

So what do I do?

How can I move

Without you.

All my years went by just like any other

Every day I got dressed, 

And I did my hair too

It won’t be too long

I’ll be home soon, 

Somehow I breathe

There’s  still air inside my lungs, 

I could move

You gave me the will to carry on

Every day of my life, 

You were my reason to fight

What did I do?

Somehow I moved

I’ll be home soon

Somehow I breathe

There was still air inside my lungs, 

I could move

You gave me the will to carry on

Every day of my life, 

You were my reason to fight

What did I do?

Somehow I moved

I’ll be home soon

Aug 16, 2025

The light filters in 

It’s filling spaces 

Where my shadows once lived

It’s like shedding skin

Good riddance

To all the lies I believed

Moving forward

Letting go 

Of who I was before

Walls come down

It’s sinking in

The love I have for this form

Something’s happening to me

I am speaking my mind

I am powerful and free

I can leave the past behind

I feel the transformation

No longer needing validation

The fact is plain to see

No one else could ever be me

And I’ll keep pressing on

One by one

Foot in front of the other

And I’ll keep on getting strong

I’ll be a better 

Wife, friend and lover

Something’s happening to me

I am speaking my mind

I am powerful and free

I can leave the past behind

I feel the transformation

No longer needing validation

The fact is plain to see

No one else could ever be me

No more crawling in my skin

Wondering if I’ll fit in

No more will I try to hide

The things I keep inside 

I am happy to be me

Something’s happening to me

I am speaking my mind

I am powerful and free

I can leave the past behind

I feel the transformation

No longer needing validation

The fact is plain to see

No one else could ever be me

Something’s happening to me

I am speaking my mind

I am powerful and free

I can leave the past behind

I feel the transformation

No longer needing validation

The fact is plain to see

No one else could ever be me